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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Day 11 - 150 (or not....)

Soooo...yah. I fucked up again. Second day in a row that I've just binged/purged. Actually twice today. This is absolutely disgusting. I am disgusting.
Tomorrow is only supposed to be 200 cals but I'm just going to fast. For real this time. I'm in class all day and I have so much to work on after classes too.
This is getting ridiculous, I have better control than this. I know that I can do it but I'm just choosing not to and it's so fucking stupid.
Grrrr.....
I'll update for tomorrow. Let you all know how it's going. Hopefully much better than today and yesterday.

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