Saturday, January 9, 2010

So Close!!

Woke up this morning and the scale gave me back an awesome number:  107!!
That's the lowest I've ever weighed and now I'm only 2 lbs away from my goal! I did a little dance in just  my panties in the bathroom.

Now it's just one more day before we set sail and I'm so excited. I can't wait to get out of the New England cold and under some warm Caribbean sun. I'm so tired of all this snow.
I just wanted to do a quick update cuz I need to leave now to do a presentation to the freshmen coming on.

Stay strong, think thin, and be beautiful girls!!

Thursday, January 7, 2010

OK not goodbye yet, but soon!

Wake-up weight this morning:: 110
It's good but still sucks because I was down to 108. But I got back down to 110 pretty quickly, just within this past week sooooo I'm trying to keep in mind that I can get down more fairly easy if I keep it up.

The ship's pretty much packed and now we're mostly running boat drills and whatnot for when the Coast Guard comes for our final drill before we leave on Sunday.
I've been running around taking pictures and working on the site for my school, so I've been busy. But it's kinda awesome because I get to do something I love but I'll be able to restrict like crazy and I'm really hoping to drop like 10 lbs by the time I come back.

That's me on the left in front of our ship

And on the right lol

I'm gonna go crazy not being able to come on here and read everyone's blogs and going on the forums on Doll Parts. I'm gonna miss my girlies!!! You guys are all like a second family to me and the only ones that understand what I'm going through with Ana and all that. It's definitely gonna be a bit tough not having that understanding and support the next 6 weeks but hopefully I'll be able to stay on track and give some good updates when I have the time [and the internet!]

Once again, I will miss you all and hope you all are well while I'm gone!!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Goodbye For a Bit

I'm all moved onto the ship now. Everything is unpacked and I've started my job taking pictures and updating the ship's blog [ha! how fitting]
So far so good. The bed I'm sleeping on is HORRENDOUS!! My back hurts so much today from last night. Thank god I brought my tempurpedic pad. It will most definitely be a godsend these next 60ish days.

I started ABC officially today. So far I've had a bottle of water with 2 tbsps of apple cider vinegar and a tiny apple (~50) and a small crab rangoon. (~5). So far so good.
I did some errands to pick up some stuff that I still need and came here to my boyfriend's house to chill out, since there's nothing else for me to do. I was hoping that I'd be alone so that I wouldn't be fed anything, and so that I could just have some quiet time to myself. But his mom's here and is offering me half of a italian sub. I might accept because I'm not planning on eating dinner anyway, probably just another apple. But it still bothers me because I feel like someone is making me eat.

Oh yah.....I got back up to 114. Fuck cinnamon spice crumb cake, all forms of bread, and candy. I was down to 108 and gained 7 lbs back. Gross. I can just feel all of it on me. But I'm determined to get back to 108 pretty quickly. And I've decided that once I hit 105, I'll let myself get a tattoo. I've been absolutely itching to get the OM tattooed on the back of my neck. And if I only allow myself to get it once I hit 105, I can totally reach that goal.

Other than that not much is happening. Everyone else is coming tomorrow and then to real onloading of all the food and whatnot starts. Thankfully, I won't have to do to much since my job is just to take pictures :D Yay, no cold and snow for me!!!

I have no internet on the ship which is awful, even tied up next to the school. And once we leave I really won't have any internet. I feel a bit lost knowing that I can't write on here and that I won't be able to follow all of you girls!! I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. I really will miss all of you and reading about you're lives [as creepy as that sounds lol].
Good luck with everything while I'm gone, stay strong, think thin, we will all be beautiful!!!
Feel free to do ABC with me, even though I won't be able to update, it'd be nice to know that someone else is doing it too!!