Sunday, January 3, 2010

Goodbye For a Bit

I'm all moved onto the ship now. Everything is unpacked and I've started my job taking pictures and updating the ship's blog [ha! how fitting]
So far so good. The bed I'm sleeping on is HORRENDOUS!! My back hurts so much today from last night. Thank god I brought my tempurpedic pad. It will most definitely be a godsend these next 60ish days.

I started ABC officially today. So far I've had a bottle of water with 2 tbsps of apple cider vinegar and a tiny apple (~50) and a small crab rangoon. (~5). So far so good.
I did some errands to pick up some stuff that I still need and came here to my boyfriend's house to chill out, since there's nothing else for me to do. I was hoping that I'd be alone so that I wouldn't be fed anything, and so that I could just have some quiet time to myself. But his mom's here and is offering me half of a italian sub. I might accept because I'm not planning on eating dinner anyway, probably just another apple. But it still bothers me because I feel like someone is making me eat.

Oh yah.....I got back up to 114. Fuck cinnamon spice crumb cake, all forms of bread, and candy. I was down to 108 and gained 7 lbs back. Gross. I can just feel all of it on me. But I'm determined to get back to 108 pretty quickly. And I've decided that once I hit 105, I'll let myself get a tattoo. I've been absolutely itching to get the OM tattooed on the back of my neck. And if I only allow myself to get it once I hit 105, I can totally reach that goal.

Other than that not much is happening. Everyone else is coming tomorrow and then to real onloading of all the food and whatnot starts. Thankfully, I won't have to do to much since my job is just to take pictures :D Yay, no cold and snow for me!!!

I have no internet on the ship which is awful, even tied up next to the school. And once we leave I really won't have any internet. I feel a bit lost knowing that I can't write on here and that I won't be able to follow all of you girls!! I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. I really will miss all of you and reading about you're lives [as creepy as that sounds lol].
Good luck with everything while I'm gone, stay strong, think thin, we will all be beautiful!!!
Feel free to do ABC with me, even though I won't be able to update, it'd be nice to know that someone else is doing it too!!